Let's spread the Cherry Blossom Revolution !

Personality Test \o/

Fri, 04 Jul 2008 19:07:39 GMT

I hesitated on one step, so there are the two outcomes i honestly get (in order) :

I'm truly satisfied with this one ^^

And the other "side" of me...

You will notice the similarities : i'm totally off the world, able to stay at my computer until i feel dizzy just because i don't feel like going to the kitchen and eat something... ^^"
I like concepts, and looking at the things as a whole, the details are nothing to me. And for the biggest difference : indeed, i am highly critical and like people who speak their minds, but i often keep myself from saying out loud what i think, because i know words can hurt more than hits (hurt the other, or even myself later). Actually the problem is that i tend to take decisions based on my feelings, but i have to think things through over and over... See the issue ? ^^" This is a perfect example : i take a light, amusing innocent test, "just for fun", but then i have to analyse the results of the analysis... -_-

Bleach Beat Collection 4th session

Fri, 23 May 2008 16:38:38 GMT

Wow, i didn't even know about that ! sorry guys i didn't react :s
But thank Yoruichi on Nautiljon, this girl always provides the best links !!
So there is the beginning of the 4th session of Bleach Beat Collection :

BBC 4th session #1, Kuchiki Byakuya and Kuchiki Rukia : (Okiayu Ryoutarou, Orikasa Fumiko)
- mediafire link -

Yozora no kawa
Ten no Hoshi
Listen to one story
Talk session

When we first met (1/2)

Wed, 23 Apr 2008 09:01:24 GMT

Since i don't received much reviews, i'll stop posting my fanfics everywhere, so that at least they will be gathered at my ff.net account ^^'
This little one is dedicated to feathers_of_ice, even though the real dedication is for the second part, for her comment
"he really is a brat damn it! that's so cool! imagine he and Renji had met when they were both kids!!!! " about young!Byakuya seen in chapter -105 ^^

Author : Meiroh
Title : When we first met (1/2)
Rating : T for this chapter, because of hot springs and intimacy. No sex, you know i can't write that :(
Pairing : ByaRen, who else? And i like not to settle who is seme, or more exactly who is uke ^^
Spoilers : None in this chapter
Beta read by HollowSilence on ff.net

"Do you remember our first kiss?"

R&R please ^^
The second and main part will be up soon ...

What's the recipe for your personnality ?

Tue, 15 Apr 2008 10:03:35 GMT

Stolen from liralen , thank you :)

The Recipe For Meiroh

3 parts Imagination

2 parts Warmth

1 part Intuition

Splash of Sass

Finish off with a little umbrella and straw

What's the Recipe for Your Personality?

Wonderland Online

Fri, 11 Apr 2008 13:56:55 GMT

Another post which is not a fanfiction... Bad thing, but after all Fanfiction is NOT the only thing to do on the internet :p !!!

This new game is one of the other interesting things to discover. Because "MMORPG" doesn't necessarily means "a bunch of crazy uninteresting guys roaming around destroying everything on their way and claiming they are the strongest on earth"

So there is the link to this website, you'll find all about it on the page...

Some screenshots to let you see what is waiting for you there :

God from the alpha version. Of course you can customize your own character, by the name, looking, strenghs, etc...

some nice views...

Because "RPG" DOES mean that you have to fight from time to time ... :p

but there are so many other things to do ... here, fishing xD !

There, now let's have fun!!

(and if this game doesn't suit you for a reason or another, make sure to visit the other ones from the IGG : list here!
-> my little favourite is Angels Online... Tell me if you try one of these, i'll help you there!)

another fic

Tue, 25 Mar 2008 11:43:09 GMT

This was thought as a doujinshi, but since i won't ever be able to draw, i finally wrote it. There will probably be several other scenes like this one, if it pleases you enough ... *hope*

And, by the way, "Scaring Office" is not the title i want to give it, so if you could help me finding a good one ?

" So, you're saying that work is done for today."
"Yes, sir..."
"There is nothing else to deliver to the other squads?"
"No, sir..."
"No report to write, read nor sign?"
"All was done, sir..."
"Any case, complaint, suggestion from someone of the squad that I should take care of?"

The officer shook his head, looking compassionate. The captain took a deep breath, and walked to the door of his office. He stopped, frowning. No sound could be heard from the room.

Scowling at himself for showing such a weakness in front of his subordinates, the captain of the sixth squad grabbed the knob with a slightly shaking hand and pushed the door open.

The first thing his mind could register at first was the missing inkpot on his desk. Not that it had really disappeared, actually, for it was less than one meter far from the wooden table. On the floor.

Empty.

Forgetting how to breathe, the captain looked back at the desk, following the graceful black trail that strangely crossed every single sheet of the papers around there, even the ones which had landed on the floor along with the inkpot, replaced from then on by tiny footprints slaloming in front of the bookcase, almost to one meter up the next wall, all the way up the precious curtains he had bought just about one week before, to lead, if not directly, at least definitely to the chair under the other window. The one kissed by the sun on the evenings.
The one where he carefully deposited his scarf on hot days like today.
The one where a small furry ball was moving slightly up and down, at the same time as a little snoring flew across the room.
As a minuscule ink-stained paw moved, a piece of the once white scarf fell on the floor before the eyes of the stunned officers still at the door.

Kuchiki Byakuya was a very calm man. No one could bring him to display such a lack of control over himself as to shout or start a fight when someone got on his nerves. Even when he unsheathed his zanpakutou to discipline the said people, he always kept his composure.

So when he finally stepped into his devastated office and towards the proudly sleeping kitten, it wasn't a shout that escaped his lips...

It sounded more like a grunt.

"Renji..."

Two little ears pointed out at the call, and the awakening pet looked at his master with big, bright, innocent, and oh-so-loving eyes, totally oblivious to the black stain ornamenting his muzzle.

Note : i know Renji would be more like a puppy towards Byakuya, but i just saw it that way ; because no puppy can bring more havoc to a house than any kitty does! :p

Short fic

Wed, 20 Feb 2008 22:35:39 GMT

A short silly fic as i like them ^^'
Fandom : Bleach

Title : ARACHNOPHOBIA
Rating : NOT yaoi xD (well, you can imagine what you want about what happen after ...)
Characters : Byakuya, Renji, a mysterious intruder ....
Summary : Even one of the strongest shinigami can be human...
Beta read by HollowSilence at ff.net

I was working at the little desk in this closet they called a bedroom, trying to find a white paper among the dozens of white papers. A sigh escaped from my lips.
This mission was getting on my nerves. Having to stay in a gigai for a whole month was already hard to bear, especially those new gigai from Urahara shop that sucked the reiatsu. But having to share a so small flat with another man – and among the whole Seireitei it had to be Renji ! - was a bit more than I could handle.

A hesitant knock at the door interrupted my thoughts.

« Hai. »

Renji opened it slowly. That was a bad thing.

« Taichou ... »

He was searching for his words now, and couldn't look directly at me. Another bad thing.

« What's going on, Renji ? I didn't receive any message from the Soul Society... »

« No sir, it's just that ...well... » He held his breath and finished in a childish murmur :

« There is something in my bed. »

I raised an eyebrow.

« Something ? » It sounds weird. From the beginning of the mission, I managed to never get near this doomed area he had proclaimed to be his room. The strange thought that my vice-captain was trying to get me in his bedroom came in a flash and I tightened my muscles as if in danger.

« Yeah, I... touched it when I put my magazine away... It felt like... a spider... or something. »

I released my breath. So Renji isn't trying to trap me. He's scared.

I stood up calmly, doing my best to hold back a smile, and went to the dangerous beast.

As expected, the whole room seems to have been a battlefield. He withdrew some things to clear the way, staying carefully far from the bed.

I looked at it. Nothing abnormal.

« It's under the duvet... just next to the magazine... » I carefully touched where he said.

« You're right, I sense something...but if it's an animal, it doesn't move... »

He took another step back, ready to rush out of the room. I can't refrain from giving him a surprised look. Does he expect the thing – whatever it is – to jump at him from the middle of the bed ?

His face turned as red as his hair, and he looked away, almost turning his back to me.

« I... don't want to see it... » I profited he couldn't see me and let the smile spread on my face. My exuberant, loudmouthed vice-captain is arachnophobic... I know there is nothing amusing in it, but I can't help finding it cute. Gladly, nobody can read my mind!

Not wanting to keep him scared much longer, I withdrew the duvet in a wide move.

There it was, looking at me triumphantly.

A sock.

note : I personnaly didn't call for help, gladly, but it was the most terrifying seconds of my life in that house, and i almost burst out laughing after that .... ^^
And I want to add that even if i'm not really arachnophobic muself, i know how it is, actually nothing funny at all ; but i needed a reason for Renji to call Byakuya, so i made it that way ...

Gundam Wing fanfic !!!!

Fri, 15 Feb 2008 16:06:32 GMT

(sorry it's all in french. If people who can read it tell me it's worth a translation, i'll do it later)

Gundam Wing est la toute première série sur laquelle j'ai écris des fanfics, c'était au collège (snif, je suis vieille !). En rangeant des papiers j'en ai retrouvé quelques rares rescapés, alors j'ai vaguement ré-écrit tout ca (aie aie aie l'orthographe en 4e ! j'ai honte >.<) mais en essayant de ne pas changer l'histoire ni trop le style : voici donc une fic écrite par une élève de 13 ans, mais en bon francais ^^'

Auteur : Meiroh
Fandom : Gundam Wing
Titre : Un matin d'avril
Rating : tous publics (ok, ils partagent des chambres, mais vous n'êtes pas OBLIGES de l'interpreter comme du yaoi implicite ^^')

Un matin d'avril

Un rayon de soleil parvint à tromper la vigilance du lourd rideau et frappa le sol de la chambre, triomphant. Pas un bruit dans la pièce nouvellement conquise, à peine un léger froissement de draps venant du lit occupé.

Puis l'ouragan.

« Hee-chaaan !!! Debout, vite ! Les profs veulent nous voir d'urgence ! »

« ... » Jetant un coup d'oeil au réveil, le Japonais se permit un vague grognement. 6H15. Il revenait d'une mission de repérage d'une semaine, et même ses nerfs d'acier réclamaient plus d'une heure de repos.

Deux minutes plus tard, il était prêt au départ, la main sur la porte de la chambre, quand son instinct lui hurla que quelque chose n'allait pas. Il se retourna.

En deux minutes, son compagnon n'avait pas dit un mot. Assis dans un fauteuil, étrangement calme, Duo le dévisageait, l'air curieux. Un large sourire fendit son visage, et tous les voyants virèrent au rouge dans la tête de Heero.

Dans un ultime effort pour repousser ses craintes, il parcourut la chambre du regard, cherchant ce qui lui avait échappé.

« Oh. ... Kuso. »

Ses yeux s'étaient posés sur le réveil innocent.

1er avril.

Lui revinrent en mémoire les insupportables jeux de son partenaire de combat, l'année précédente à la même époque. Il ne connaissait pas à l'époque cette étrange coutume occidentale, mais Duo Maxwell s'était chargé de le lui faire comprendre : ce jour-là, le Dieu des Enfers remontait sur Terre et s'incarnait en la personne du pilote à la tresse.

Et déjà revenait cette date maudite entre toutes.

Sans un mot superflu, sans un regard pour son tortionnaire du jour, Heero ouvrit la porte, décidant qu'il serait dangereux de se recoucher. Il descendit à la cuisine, saluant de la tête un Trowa à moitié réveillé, assis par terre à un mètre du canapé, contemplant ses chaussures lacées ensemble d'un air un peu hébété.

Quelques heures plus tard, après avoir calmé Wufei qui pourchassait Duo avec la pomme de douche à laquelle pendait un tuyau sectionné, les 4 pilotes se rassemblèrent dans la chambre de Quatre, qui refaisait calmement son lit*, pour la troisième fois.

« On pourrait l'enfermer dans la cave jusqu'à demain. »

« Pourquoi pas toute la semaine ? »

« Il faudrait qu'on reste tous à le surveiller constamment, ça n'arrangerait rien. C'est du Shinigami qu'il s'agit, tout de même... »

« On pourrait simplement partir, chacun de son côté.Il ne nous suivra pas tous en même temps. »

« Et laisser l'un de nous subir seul ce monstre ? » Les regards se tournèrent furtivement vers Heero, qui se troubla un peu.

« De toutes façons, on doit rester au QG, au cas où les profs appellent ! »

Comme pour appuyer ses paroles, le téléphone sonna. Duo se précipita pour répondre depuis l'étage, mais Heero n'avait qu'à tendre le bras et fut plus rapide. Il écouta sans dire un mot son interlocuteur, les yeux fixés sur le Shinigami surexcité.

« Bien reçu. »

« Une attaque ? Dis moi que c'est ca, Hee-chan, je meurs d'envie d'aller voir Oz aujourd'hui !!! » L'adolescent cria en dévalant les escaliers pour rejoindre les autres.

Heero sembla hésiter un instant, puis balaya lentement la pièce du regard, s'arrêtant sur chacun des occupants.

« Alerte générale. Le château de la princesse a été envahi. Oz a apparemment d'innombrables renforts et ils seront là dans une heure. Ordre de plier bagage immédiatement et de se séparer jusqu'à la semaine prochaine. »

Le silence se fit lourd derrière ses paroles.

Puis dans un même mouvement, les quatre autres pilotes se levèrent et se précipitèrent vers leurs chambres ; pas un instant à perdre. Heero les imita silencieusement, mais suivi Quatre et Trowa dans la chambre qu'ils partageaient.

Quelques minutes plus tard, Duo manqua le percuter en jaillissant de la leur, alors que le Japonais sortait de celle de Wufei.

« Qu'est ce que tu fiches ? Tu n'as rien préparé !!!! »

« Je n'emporte rien. »

« Mais .... »

« Les ordres : on part chacun de notre côté, à dix minutes d'intervalle. Trowa est déjà dehors. Tu es le suivant. Rendez-vous dans huit jours au QG des profs, et n'hésite pas à faire des détours avant d'y aller ; ils n'ont pas pu investir le château sans un minimum d'information, ils doivent avoir des mouchards partout, peut-être même dans les gundams. »

« Je démonterai Deathscythe moi-même pièce par pièce s'il le faut ! »

Un peu troublé car c'était la première fois qu'une telle urgence les rapprochait dangereusement d'une défaite irrémédiable, Duo entra dans le hangar des gundams en traînant ses deux énormes sacs de voyage. Effectivement, Heavy Arm manquait, laissant un vide désagréable dans l'équipe des robots géants. Avec un léger soupir de découragement, le jovial Américain totalement dégrisé partit, non sans pester après Oz qui leur gâchait le meilleur jour de l'année.

Heero contempla le ciel vide longtemps même après que le gundam noir ne soit plus visible. Dans son dos, Quatre apparu, affichant un sourire franc, tandis que Wufei s'appuya sur le cadre de la porte ouverte en croisant les bras, forcant un visage aussi sérieux que son ami devant lui. Le pilote de Wing ouvrit la bouche pour prendre une légère bouffée d'air frais, et laissa les mots s'échapper dans un souffle, mais clairement audibles dans le silence du hangar : « Poisson d'avril. ».

« Ils t'ont dit quoi, au téléphone ? »

« Journée de repos pour tout le monde : nous ne voulons pas de Maxwell au QG le premier avril. »

Heavy Arm se posa en douceur devant eux.

« J'ai apporté le champagne, les gars. »

Come back !

Fri, 25 Jan 2008 12:02:06 GMT

my computer crashed seriously, so i had no internet for one week and a half !!!! O.O
direct consequence : i tydied my bedroom ^^ ... i found some fics i had written during junior high school !! (for gundam wing mostly, plus one very long cardcaptor sakura ^^' )

so now i'm back, with some new fics, and i'll try to re-write these little ones...

OMG !!!!

Sun, 13 Jan 2008 11:22:10 GMT

First time taking that test ...
I can't believe it ... >.<
Maybe it's the reason why i can't get a boyfriend those times ... ^^'

How seme are you?

100% Seme
Take this quiz!

The Secret

Wed, 19 Dec 2007 19:23:09 GMT

Here is the translation of "Secret", my last fic in french.

The air is getting heavier in the 6th squad for some days now. When I happen to walk through a room, murmurs disappear, eyes search for the ground, groups split up. I should have known, those so-called shinigami are more eager to spread rumors than to do their job... I slam the door of the office behind me.
« Ohayo, Taichou !! » The too cheerful voice should drive me even more mad : the whole problem began precisely because of it.
« Ohayo gozaimasu, Fukutaichou. » But actually I feel better thanks to that voice. And the great smile coming with it... Like every time since last week, i feel tempted to throw away my nobility and all the work. But a so undignified reaction will not happen, not any more. I hold back a sigh and close my mind to these unwanted thoughts. The man in front of me probably sees it, and a light in his eyes switches off. I will turn it on again later... For now, resigned, he submits the morning reports to me, and goes back to his desk.

It's half past ten, and I already think about what i'm going to do for him tonight, to apologize for my coldness. And to release my own frustration, too. Ideas run through my head and a plan is drawing in my mind, while I keep working, my eyes locked on the letters I just wrote. My attention is drawn by a sigh from the opposite corner of the room ; I look up at an exhausted daydreaming Renji. The shadow of a smile disappears from my lips even before it could print on. The noisy redheaded shinigami doesn't have my skill to part his mind and do two things at a time, giving the impression to be always hardworking ...

It's almost lunchtime. Our desks finally freed from the urgent papers, I allow a feverish Renji to go « look after the men on the training grounds », in order to let off steam. I would need fresh air too, but as soon as I'm outside, I'm reminded of the others' behaviour. Turning the hallway corner, I even feel as if someone was sneaking into our office, probably seeking for some evidence about the rumors ... But my pride keeps me from going back, it would only inforce their thoughts.

Before I reach the door of the mess of the officers(1), I'm sure I'm followed. By a young shinigami who works hard on hiding his reiatsu, inducing a regular flow, like a light which would be flicking in the night... Having a hard time looking indifferent, I retain a sigh and sit at an empty table, certain that no one would dare to come.
« Hey, Taichou ! Aaaaargh, I'm starving... Ow, did you know that... » Dilly dallying, my lieutnant sits down in front of me with his natural discretion. For about half an hour, he talks about how the young soldiers are doing ; about the animated evening in the 13th squad where Matsumoto Rangiku and Hitsugaya Taichou were also ; about the silly idea of a party planned for this week-end that followed in our division to keep up with the 13th. I dont even dare to look up to frown at him, scared that I might cross the eyes of those surrounding us, already mumuring our names ...
I still can't figure out how a shinigami who has been working – and doing it well – for almost fifty years can be that oblivious : he never talked to me for anything else than work, and suddenly he's eating with me like a friend and telling me stories which concern him as less as me ! I begin to think he might do it on purpose, to show off with me ; Renji uses to dislike keeping secrets from his friends, and about half the Seireitei belongs more or less to this group. But he kows how reluctant I am towards these things, it even was one of the conditions to our ... deal. I still can't define the situation clearly myself, so to think about giving it to those greedy dogs, it's unbearable.

And now, I find myself being asked to go with him to that creepy party on Saturday. I hardly swallow. Wooden katana fights, little theater shows, I can deal with that, but I heard someone talking about karaoke and ice rinks... I don' t even want to know what they are. What would I do there ?! Without having said a single word since I entered the mess, I stand up and head back to the Gotei13 offices. Renji hasn't finish eating, he won't follow me.
Well, maybe he will. He has taken as much food as his hands could contain, and leaped behind me, trying to speak despite his full mouth. I walk faster, he speeds up too. People smile almost openly when we pass by, and I almost run ; it's obviously not enough to make my lieutenant give up, but at least it will excuse my reddish cheeks... And then I'm at the office. Once I cross the door, Renji will stop his plea, he knows the rule : it's the end of my break.

One week has passed, but he doesn't want to give up. Why is that event so important to him ? I guess he would take it as the acknowledgment of our relationship. He never stops talking about it ; I've clearly said « no » many times, but he seems to think I'm a girl(2)... And for the sixth time this week, I find myself at the door of the office, Renji begging behind me. I 'm about to cross the door once again, but he prevents me from entering by blocking the way, breathing a bit fast. Far much louder than is needed when he's less than one meter from me, he asks me to go there with him.
I won't go.
I open my mouth to make it clear one more time : « Ii... » The door suddenly opens in his back and two shinigamis appear, looking ashamed, and run away without a word. « ...yo(3)... ».
My eyes widen just like his smile. The strange attitude of the two men has dragged my attention away and my tongue has slipped. But the tatooed shinigami isn't going to let me correct myself. He flees in the hallway, shouting back at me the time and place for the meeting. I keep for myself the sigh that comes in my chest.

Is he really thinking I will go ??????

I've been waiting at the place for twenty minutes already, and still no Renji. Feeling uneased because of the surprised or amused smiles of my men, who enter the house one after the other. I silently thank the rule that forbids the shinigamis to wear anything else but the uniform inside these walls ; at least I'm not ridiculous.
« Aaaah, Taichou, sorry for being late ! » The lieutnant appears out of nowhere, right in front of me. I'm about to decline the invitation and go straight home, but an unexpected voice startles me.
« Nii-sama ! So that was true ?! I just come back from the human world, I couldn' t believe Urahara-san ! Since Renji didn't tell me anything, I... »
« Rukia, will you shut up ! » Renji shouts « It's supposed to be a secret, I was struggling to keep it, so you... »
« It's enough, Renji » I enter the noisy house before them, closing my eyes briefly from exasperation. « From the way you acted the whole week, our relationship isn't a secret to anyone anymore ! »

Then I notice the loud silence. I look up.

Every shinigami from the 6th is there, in front of the stage I don't remember having climb on. Upon their heads hangs a huge sign celebrating « a hundred years of commanding ». My heart skips a beat.
Behind my shoulder, Renji murmurs, his teeth clenched not to burst out laughing : « What I was having a hard time to do was to harass you until you would agree to come, without making you suspicious, and giving out the secret of the party dedicated to you, Taichou... »
The words slowly print on my mind, as well as Rukia's stunned expression, reflected in every face in front of us.
« Nii-sama ? You... your relationship ??!!! »

This time I can't hold back a sigh of despair.

Notes : (1) i'm the daughter of a military officer, so it's the word that came to my mind, but if you think about a better one ...
(2) it's a well-known fact (among the men) that when girls say « no », they mean « maybe, if you insist a bit more » :p
(3) « iie » means « no », but « iyo » is « ok »

ByaRen fic !!!

Fri, 26 Oct 2007 18:00:38 GMT

Auteur : Meiroh
Titre : Secret
Rating : T ( yaoi non explicite, le couple n'étant que le prétexte a l'histoire...)
Résumé : Byakuya et Renji sont ensemble depuis peu, et le capitaine aimerait que cela reste secret. Mais Renji semble avoir une approche assez particulière de la discrétion...

Depuis quelques jours, l'amosphère s'est alourdie à la 6e division. Sur mon passage, les murmures s'évanouissent, les regards plongent vers le sol, les groupes se dipersent. J'aurais dû m'en douter, ces prétendus shinigami sont plus empressés à répandre les derniers potins qu'à faire leur travail... Je claque la porte du bureau derrière moi.
« Ohayo, Taichou !! » Le ton un peu trop enjoué de la voix devrait m'énerver davantage : c'est précisément cette attitude insouciante qui a déclenché le problème.
« Ohayo gozaimasu, Fukutaichou. » Mais au contraire, elle m'apaise, cette voix. Et le sourire qui l'accompagne... Comme chaque fois depuis près d'une semaine, je suis tenté un court instant d'envoyer paître mon rang et notre travail. Mais une réaction si peu digne ne se produira pas, ne se produira plus. Je retiens un soupir et ferme mon esprit à ces pulsions indésirables. Mon interlocuteur doit le lire dans mon regard, parce qu'une étincelle s'éteint dans le sien. Je la rallumerai plus tard... Pour l'heure, résigné, il me présente les rapports de la matinée et retourne à son bureau.

Dix heures trente, et déjà je pense à ce que je lui préparerai ce soir, pour me faire pardonner ma froideur. Et pour soulager ma propre frustration, aussi. Les idées se bousculent et un plan commence à faire son chemin dans mon esprit, tandis que ma main continue de gratter le papier, mes yeux rivés sur les lignes finement tracées. Un soupir de l'autre côté de la pièce attire mon attention et je lève les yeux sur un Renji affalé sur sa table, le regard dans le vide.
L'ombre d'un sourire disparaît de ma bouche avant même de s'y inscrire ; l'exubérant shinigamiaux cheveux rouges n'a pas mon habileté pour dissocier son esprit et s'occuper de deux choses à la fois, donnant l'impression d'être toujours concentré sur ces tâches administratives ingrates...

Il est bientôt l'heure de déjeuner. Nos bureaux enfin libérés des dossiers urgents, j'autorise un Renji fébrile à aller « contrôler l'entraînement des hommes » afin qu'il se défoule un peu au grand air. J'ai moi aussi besoin de sortir prendre le frais ; mais aussitôt dehors, l'attitude des autres se rappelle à moi. Tournant au bout du couloir, je crois même voir quelqu'un se glisser dans notre bureau, probablement à la recherche de quelque preuve pour etayer les rumeurs... Mais ma fierté m'empêche de revenir sur mes pas le surprendre, cela ne ferait que renforcer leurs soupçons.

     Arrivé aux portes du mess des officiers⁽¹⁾, je suis tout à fait certain d'être suivi. Un jeune shinigami qui met tout son coeur à dissimuler son reiatsu, provoquant une fluctuation régulière.Un peu comme une lampe qui clignoterait en pleine nuit...Ayant de plus en plus de mal à paraître indifférent, je refoule un soupir et prends place à une table vide, certain que nul n'osera m'aprocher.
     « Bon appétit, Taichou !! Aaaah, je meurs de faim !! Figurez-vous que... » Babillant allègrement, mon lieutenant s'installe en face de moi avec sa discrétion habituelle. Pendant une demie-heure il me raconte les progrès et les bêtises des jeunes soldats, la soirée mouvementée de la 13e division qu'accompagnaient Mastumoto et Hitsugaya, et le projet de fête idiote pour ce week end qui a suivi à la 6e pour les concurrencer. Je n'ose même pas lever la tête pour le rappeler à l'ordre discrètement, de peur de croiser les regards de ceux qui nous entourent, et chuchotent nos noms... Je n'en reviens toujours pas qu'un shinigami exercant – plutôt efficacement – depuis près de cinquante ans puisse être à ce point inconscient : jamais il ne m'adressait la parole pour autre chose que le travail, et du jour au lendemain il mange à ma table comme un familier et me raconte des commérages qui d'ailleurs ne le regardent pas plus que moi ! Je commence à penser qu'il agit volontairement, pour s'afficher en ma compagnie ; Renji n'a jamais aimé faire des secrets à ses amis, et près de la moitié de la Seireitei appartient plus ou moins à cette catégorie. Mais il connaît ma répulsion pour ces choses-là, c'etait même une des conditions à notre... arrangement. Moi-même je ne parviens pas bien à accepter et définir clairement notre situation, alors la lâcher à ces chiens affamés de ragots, ce serait proprement insupportable.
     Le voilà à présent qui tente de me convaincre de l'accompagner à cette foire le samedi. Je manque de m'étrangler. Des duels au sabre de bois, de petits théâtres, passent encore, mais j'ai entendu quelqu'un parler de karaoke et de patinoire... je ne veux même pas savoir ce que c'est. Que ferais-je dans un tel lieu ? Sans que j'ai prononcé un seul mot depuis mon entrée dans le mess, je me lève et repars en direction des bureaux du Gotei 13. Renji n'a pas fini de manger, il ne me suivra pas.

Ou peut-être que si. Il a pris, autant que ses mains pouvaient en contenir, divers plats, et bondi derrière moi, gesticulant, tentant d'articuler malgré sa bouche pleine. Quand j'acclérère le pas, il augmente son propre rythme. Les gens sourient presque ouvertement à notre passage, et je cours presque ; ce n'est évidemment pas suffisant pour lui faire lâcher prise, mais au moins cela excusera la rougeur qui menace d'envahir mes joues ... Enfin la porte du bureau est là. Une fois franchie, Renji cessera son plaidoyer, il connaît la règle : c'est la fin de ma pause.
Mais il me dépasse et me bloque le passage, le souffle un peu court. Bien plus fort qu'il n'est nécessaire à moins d'un mètre de moi, il me supplie encore de l'accompagner. Je ne cèderai pas. J'ouvre la bouche pour le lui faire clairement savoir : « Ii... » La porte du bureau s'ouvre derrière lui et deux shinigami en sortent, visiblement confus, qui s'enfuient sans un mot. « ...yo ⁽²⁾.». Mes yeux s'agrandissent en même temps que son sourire. L'étrange comportement des deux hommes a distrait mon attention et ma langue a fourché.Mais le lieutenant aux innombrables tatouages ne me laissera pas l'occasion de rectifier. Il s'enfuit dans le couloir en me criant l'heure et le lieu du rendez-vous. Je condamne le soupir qui monte dans ma poitrine. Espère-t-il réellement que j'irai ???

J'attends au lieu-dit depuis vingt minutes, et toujours pas de Renji. Gêné des regards tantôt surpris, tantôt moqueurs de mes hommes qui entrent l'un après l'autre dans le quartier de la fête, j'ai une pensée de gratitude pour le règlement qui interdit de porter autre chose que l'uniforme de shinigami dans l'enceinte de la Seireitei ; au moins ne suis-je pas ridicule.
« Ah, Taichou, pardon pour le retard!! » Le lieutenant surgit de nulle part devant moi. Je m'apprête à refuser la soirée et rentrer chez moi, mais une voix innatendue m'en empêche.
« Nii-sama ! Ce n'était donc pas qu'une rumeur !? Je reviens juste du monde mortel, je ne pouvais pas croire Urahara-san... »
« Rukia, tais-toi ! » aboit Renji « c'est supposé être secret, il... »
« Ca suffit, Renji. » J'entre dans le quartier bruyant devant eux, les yeux rivés au sol et les sourcils froncés par l'agacement. « Avec ton attitude cette semaine, notre relation n'est plus un secret pour personne ! ». Je ne remarque qu'alors le silence qui est tombé sur le quartier. Je lève la tête.

Tous les shinigami de la 6e division sont là, réunis en arc de cercle au pied de l'estrade sur laquelle je ne me souviens pas être monté. Au dessus de leurs têtes, une immense banderole, célébrant « cent ans de commandement ». Mon coeur s'arrête de battre un instant. Par dessus mon épaule, Renji souffle entre ses dent, retenant un fou rire : « le secret, c'était la fête en votre honneur, Taichou... ».
Les mots s'impriment lentement dans mon esprit, en même temps que l'expression ébahie de Rukia, qui se reflète sur tous les visages présents.

« Nii-sama ? Votre... relation ??!!! »

Cette fois je ne parviens pas à retenir un soupir de désespoir.

(1) : Fille de militaire, on ne se refait pas ... si quelqu'un a un terme plus approprié à proposer, n'hésitez pas !! ^^°
(2) : Iie = non, mais Iyo = ok

Go France !

Sun, 07 Oct 2007 14:53:09 GMT

I've never been a sport fan, but yesterday's match was wonderful ... I couldn't help posting something about it ... WE WOOOOOOOOOOON !!!!!!!

Et maintenant une grande nouvelle : Le Haka enfin decrypté !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xD !

You don't speak french ? no worries ! here you can find the english version of the silly website ^^

PS : i saw the real version and understand perfectly the meaning of this old tribal ritual, so it's just that stupid parody thing i found fun, and not the dance itself ...

Bleach Music

Sun, 09 Sep 2007 18:40:58 GMT

EDIT : sorry i'm late for the updating, i probably forgot that the world may keep going even without me ^^'
so there is the news :
- added the DiamondDust Rebellion OST
- updated the ending pack with the 13th full version and the second movie main theme
- added the 14th ending, anime size version

I feel like giving up on uploading at both megaupload and mediafire... Tell me if the links to mediafire aren't sufficient for, and i'll drop the idea ^^

All the links should work fine now !

Bleach characters' theme songs ( megaupload )
- mediafire link -

- Ashley Macisaac - Wing Stock (Rukia Theme)
- Bad Religion - News From The Front (Ichigo Theme)
- Bushman - RIP SLYME (Kon Theme)
- Carlos Gardel - Por una Cabeza (Shunsui Theme)
- Elsa - T'en va pas (Orihime Theme)
- George Bizet - L'Arlesienne Suite #2 (Don Kan'onji Theme)
- Giovanni Mirabassi - Je chante pour passer le temps (Byakuya Theme)
- Hal - Mou Aoi Tori wa Tobanai (Tatsuki Theme)
- HAZU feat Ill-Bosstino - Stray Dog (Renji Theme)
- Izumikawa Sora - Yahoo ! (Yachiru Theme)
- Jonathan Cain - Back to the Innocence (Ukitake Theme)
- Kuuki Koudan - Nichiyoubi Dansu (Kon Theme)
- Massive Attack - Superpredators (Zaraki Theme)
- Social Distortion - Don't Drag Me Down (Isshin Theme)
- The Hellacopters - No Song Unheard (Chad Theme)
- Radiohead - Idioteque (Ishida Theme)
- The B-52's - Good Stuff (Urahara Shop Theme)

Bleach OST I ( megaupload )
- mediafire link -

01. on the precipice of defeat
02. *~Asterisk (TV Size)
03. comical world
04. oh so tired
05. head in the clouds
06. ditty for daddy
07. creeping shadows
08. raw breath of danger
09. enemy unseen
10. will of the heart
11. requiem for the lost ones
12. Nothing Can Be Explained

13. burden of the past
14. destiny awaits
15. catch-22
16. heat of the battle
17. blaze of the soul reaper
18. battle ignition
19. never meant to belong
20. storm center
21. Number One
22. going home
23. Life is Like a Boat for TV EDIT FAST
24. peaceful afternoon
25. Thank You!! (TV Size)

Bleach OST II ( megaupload )
- mediafire link -

01. Choked
02. Emergence Of The Haunted
03. On The Verge Of Insanity
04. Confrontation
05. Diago 45° Tango
06. Dodo Dance
07. Splaaash Boogie
08. Ominous Premonition
09. Phenomena
10. Demolition Drive
11. Here To Stay
12. A Requiem

13. Compassion
14. Citadel Of The Bount
15. The Calling
16. Shadow's Masquerade
17. Whisper Of The Apocalypse
18. Back The Wall
19. Rage Of Lunacy
20. Torn Apart
21. Swan Song
22. 999
23. Number One (Nas-T Mix)

Bleach Memories of Nobody (the movie) OST ( megaupload )
- mediafire link -

01 - State of emergency

02 - Rush to the scene

03 - Number one ( version filmlogia )

04 - Always be with in mind

05 - Eerie blanck

06 - Into the storm

07 - Senna

08 - Shadows close in

09 - Perishing one

10 - Blast !

11 - Will save you

12 - Turn the tables

13 - Dark one

14 - Nothing anymore

15 - Ceremony commences

16 - Number one (Malicious Gravy MC)

17 - Come to lend a hand

18 - Frenzied battle

19 - Fight to the death

20 - Tables have turned

21 - Showdown

22 - Climax and annihilation of the world

23 - Into the fire

24 - Always be with me in mind (instrumental version)

25 - Into the fire (guitar version)

Bleach The DiamondDust Rebellion (second movie) OST (megaupload)
- mediafire link -

01 - Kingdom Treasure Stamp
02 - Attack On The Beat
03 - The Fate
04 - Start To Investigate
05 - Disastrous Scene
06 - Diamond Dust
07 - Execution
08 - Guitar III
09 - Recollection I
10 - World #05
11 - Nightmare
12 - Uneasiness
13 - Feudal Society
14 - Wanderers
15 - Recollection II

16 - Assassination
17 - Baddest Presentiment
18 - World #07 Blues
19 - Encirclement Battle
20 - Recollection III
21 - A Jam Blues
22 - Japanesq
23 - The Rest Of Your Life
24 - Treachery
25 - Showing Off
26 - Invasion
27 - Breakthrough Even
28 - Spiritual Bond
29 - Db Blues

Bleach The Best (some of the most popular op/end songs) (megaupload )
- mediafire link -

1. Asterisk
2. Life is Like a boat
3. Thank You !!
4. D-tecnoLife
5. Houki Boshi
6. happypeople

7. Ichirin no Hana
8. LIFE
9. My Pace
10. TONIGHT, TONIGHT, TONIGHT
11. HANABI
12. MOVIN !!

Bleach Openings and Ending songs ( personal "cd", the 7 ops and the 13 ends that have already been released )

- Openings - (mediafire)
- Endings part 1 - (mediafire)
- Endings part 2 -

OPENINGS :

01. Asterisk (by ORANGE RANGE, ep. 01 to 25)
02. D-tecnoLife (by UVERworld, ep. 26 to 51)
03. Ichirin no Hana (by HIGH and MIGHTY COLOR, ep. 52 to 74)
04. TONIGHT, TONIGHT, TONIGHT (by BEAT CRUSADERS, ep. 75 to 97)
05. Rolling Star (by YUI, ep. 98 to 120)
06. Alones (by Aqua Timez, ep. 121 to 143)
07. After Dark (by ASIAN KUNG-FU GENERATION, ep. 144 to ???)

ENDINGS :

01. Life is Like a boat (by Rie fu, ep. 1 to 13)
02. Thank You !! (by HOME MADE KAZOKU, ep. 14 to 25)
03. Houki Boshi (by Younha, ep. 26 to 38)
04. happypeople (by Skoop On Somebody, ep. 39 to 51)
05. LIFE (by YUI, ep. 52 to 63)
06. My Pace (by SunSet Swish, ep. 64 to 74)
07. HANABI (by Ikimonogakari, ep. 75 to 86)
08. MOVIN !! (by Takacha, ep. 87 to 97)

09. Baby Its You (by JUNE, ep. 98 to 109)
10. sakura biyori (by Hoshimura Mai, ep. 110 to 120)
11. Tsumasaki (by Ore Ska Band, ep. 121 to 131)
12. Daidai (by Chatmonchy, ep. 132 to 143)
13. Tane wo Maku Hibi (by Kousuke Atari, ep. 144 to 154)
14. Kansha (by RSP, ep. 155 to ???) NOT INCLUDED YET

1st movie main theme : Sen no Yoru wo Koete (by Aqua Timez)
2nd movie main theme : Hikari no Rock (by Sambomaster)

NB : sorry for the capital letters, I never know where they are ; so I just let how it was on the song file...

For those who already downloaded the pack when there were 12 ends, there is the 13th alone :
- mediafire link -

Here is the latest (14th) ending, anime size version :
- mediafire link -

Bleach Beat Collection 3rd Session

Sat, 08 Sep 2007 15:08:24 GMT

Edit : I'm soo sorry, i thought i added the last cd a long time ago, but apparently i totally forgot it !!
So there it is (personnally i don't like it, maybe it's the reason why i didn' t add it on time :p )

Do not hesitate to tell me if something is wrong !

(Next release : Granz Szayelaporro, 05/03/2008 in Japan, the other cool Arrancar)

BBC 3rd Session #1, Ulquiorra Schiffer ( Namikawa Daisuke ) :
- mediafire link -

CRUSH the "WORLD" DowN
Our "WORLD"
Voice Message

BBC 3rd Session #2, Jeagerjaques Grimmjow ( Suwabe Junichi ) :
- mediafire link -

BrEaK
SIX Feelings
Voice message

BBC 3rd Session #3, Aizen Sousuke ( Sho Hayami ) :
- mediafire link -

Hanabira
Kyoka Suigetsu
Voice Message

BBC 3rd Session #4, Kaname Tousen ( Toshiyuki Morikawa ) :
- mediafire link -

Banshuu no Oto
Hoshi
Voice Message

BBC 3rd Session #5, Tu Nel ( Kaneda Tomoko ) :
- mediafire link -

Kokoro Oasis
Every Fight !
Voice Message

BBC 3rd Session #6, Grantz Szayel Aporro ( Toriumi Kousuke ) :
- mediafire link -

Science show
Pink
Voice Message

Bleach Beat Collection 2nd Session

Sat, 08 Sep 2007 13:36:48 GMT

And here is the second session ! You'll notice Byakuya-sama does not take part in that ... Too bad for us, but i guess His Handesomety couldn't bear being associated with the Strawberry head ... ^^
Second point : this time all the tracks have their instrumental version.
I removed the links that didn't work ; i'm re-uploading them all but it takes some time, so keep checking this post !

BBC 2nd Session #1, Kurosaki Ichigo & Zangetsu ( Masakazu Morita & Takayuki Sugo ) :
- mediafire link -

Sky High
Rain
Zan
Sky High (instrumental version)
Rain (instrumental version)
Zan (instrumental version)

BBC 2nd Session #2, Hitsugaya Toushirou, Matsumoto Rangiku & Hinamori Momo ( Paku Romi, Matsutani Kaya & Kumi Sakuma )
- mediafire link -

This Light I see
Momoiro no Hana
Ranka
This Light I see (instrumental version)
Momoiro no Hana (instrumental version)
Ranka (instrumental version)

BBC 2nd Session #3, Zaraki Kenpachi, Kusajishi Yachiru, Madarame Ikkaku & Ayasegawa Yumichika ( Fumihiko Tachiki, Nobuyuki Hiyama, Hisayio Mochizuki & Jun Fukuyama ) :
- mediafire link -

We
COME to LIKE it. This FIGHT now.
Funny Days
We (instrumental version)
COME to LIKE it. This FIGHT now. (instrumental version)
Funny Days (instrumental version)

BBC 2nd Session #4, Kariya Jin, Ririn, Cloud & Nova ( Yumi Kazaku, Toru Okawa, Tomokazu Sugita & ??? ) :
- mediafire link -

Looking For
Game! Game! Game!
Faiteingusouru
Looking For (instrumental version)
Game! Game! Game! (instrumental version)
Faiteingusouru (instrumental version)

BBC 2nd Session #5, Kuchiki Rukia & Inoue Orihime ( Orikasa Fumiko & Matsuoka Yuki ) :
- mediafire link -

Wind
La la la
Holy Fight
Wind (instrumental version)
La la la (instrumental version)
Holy Fight (instrumental version)

BBC Special Edition, Kurosaki Ichigo & Hitsugaya Toushirou ( Masakazu Morita & Paku Romi ) :
- mediafire link -

Just Bleach (full version)
Bleach the Limitation (full version)

Bleach Beat Collection First Session

Fri, 07 Sep 2007 15:54:45 GMT

Class is back, and it starts bad ... i'm afraid i won't have enough time to write for a while, but i don't forget you guys !!
The titles will lead you to megaupload. If you don't deal well with it, i added similar links to mediafire below...

BBC 1st Session #1, Kurosaki Ichigo ( Masakazu Morita )
- mediafire link -

My Blade as My Pride
Tattoos on the Sky
Memories in the rain
My Blade as my Pride (instrumental version)

BBC 1st Session #2, Abarai Renji ( Kentaro Ito )
- mediafire link -

Rosa Rubicundior, Lilio Candidior
Standing to defend you
Gomi Tamemitai na Machi de Oretachi wa Deatta
Rosa Rubicundior, Lilio Candidior (instrumental version)

BBC 1st Session #3, Ishida Uryuu ( Noriyaki Sugiyama )
- mediafire link -

Quincy no Hokori ni Kakete
Aesthetics and Identity
Suigintou no Yoru
Quincy no Hokori ni Kakete (instrumental version)

BBC 1st Session #4, Yamada Hanatarou and Kon ( Kouki Miyata, Mitsuaki Madono )
- mediafire link -

Shimpainai Onee-san
Hanatarou desu
Lions never surrender
Shimpainai Oneesan (instrumental version)

BBC 1st Session #5, Ichimaru Gin ( Yusa Koji )
- mediafire link -

Sekai wa Sude ni Azamuki no Ue ni
Fuyu no Hanabi feat. RANGIKU
Hyouri
Sekai wa Sude ni Azamuki no Ue ni (INSTRUMENTAL)

Bleach winamp skin !!

Sat, 18 Aug 2007 10:06:36 GMT

I've ulpoaded a lot of bleach skins for winamp.
They all come from two websites, the credits are with the file. You can have them for free on the pages, but if you display some of them, please don't forget to credit the proper makers ( and not me ).

Here is the link to megaupload

And because mediafire can be better ... :p

I don't like all of them, but since it's for share i uploaded all. Try them and make your choice !
Enjoy !

Webradio, Japan music online

Fri, 17 Aug 2007 18:04:58 GMT

Aisuki is a french webradio that diffuses Japanese songs almost 24H ( there is a show on Tuesday and Saturday evenings, at 21:00, in french, that presents some manga, anime, interesting websites, etc. )
to enter the website, clic on the banner :

If you can't understand french, no worries ! there is the "how to use" page :

There is two ways to listen to the music : First, you can simply clic on the "play" icon on the left, to listen from the site.
Then, you can also download one of the streamings, depending on which player you use ( winamp, wmp, itunes or realplayer ) to listen even when you're not on the website anymore.
To access the download page : on the very top of the page, clic "radio", then clic "telecharger maintenant" next to the icon of your usual player.
Nothing more ! the icon "aisuki" will appear on your desktop, so you know where to clic next ! ;-)

Because ByaRen rocks, but Byakuya rules !

Thu, 16 Aug 2007 11:14:18 GMT

Index of fanfics

Thu, 16 Aug 2007 09:42:34 GMT

Since you've read one of my fics, i hope you will still want to read more, so there i will list all my work :

Fandom Bleach

1. Title : Icy Fire
Rating : T ( very light yaoi )
Characters involved : Kuchiki Byakuya / Abarai Renji
Summary : There is NOTHING Byakuya can't do in his world, Renji shouldn't challenge him ...
Status : Complete

2. Title : Invasion
Rating : K ( for anyone )
Characters involved : K. Byakuya, A. Renji
Summary : The Seireitei has to face a strange, powerful little intruder ...
Status : Complete ( and beta read, all thx to artemisms )

3. Title : The Biggest
Rating : K
Characters involved : K. Byakuya, some OC
Summary : It's hard to be the son of Kuchiki Taichou ...
Status : Complete ( beta read by artemisms )

4. Title : Secret (in french)
Rating : K+ (non explicite, le couple sert de prétexte à l'histoire)
Characters involved : K. Byakuya, A. Renji
Summary : Byakuya et Renji sont ensemble depuis peu, et le capitaine aimerait que cela reste secret. Mais Renji semble avoir une approche assez particulière de la discrétion...
Status : Achevé

5. Title : The Secret (english version)
Rating : K+ (you won't even see them kissing, the couple is just a pretext to the story)
Characters involved : K. Byakuya, A. Renji (and a bit of Rukia, because she has to be somwhere ...)
Summary : Byakuya and Renji are together for not long, and the taichou would like to keep it a secret. But Renji seems to have a personal idea about what "discretion" means...
Status : Complete (beta read by Morgothine)

6. Title : Arachnophobia
Rating : K
Characters involved : K. Byakuya, A. Renji (surprised ? ^^)
Summary : Even the strongest shinigami can happen to be human!
Status : Complete (beta read by HollowSilence on FF.Net)

7. Title : Scaring Office (for now)
Rating : K
Characters involved : this looks like a useless part ... --° K. Byakuya, A. Renji !!!
Summary : Some kind of AU. Captain Kuchiki seems avoiding his own office...
Status : Complete (beta read by HollowSilence)

Fandom Gundam Wing

1. Title : Un matin d'avril (in French)
Rating : K+
Characters involved : les 5 pilotes
Summary : Certains matins sont plus durs à vivre que d'autres quand on est l'un des G-Boys
Status : Achevé (il y a de nombreuses années déjà ^^")

What's your Zanpakuto ?

Tue, 14 Aug 2007 21:41:27 GMT

Meiroh's Zanpakutō:

Meiroh carries Rainbow like Rain sealed into the form of a fountain pen. At the command "Wind, Rainbow like Rain!" it transforms into a graceful sickle which has a blade as long as the wielder's forearm. It increases the wielder's stamina.

What's Your Zanpakutō?

I like it ! Yeah, that's how i find the energy to write fics and do my neverending homework and bear my father practicing the guitar in the room next to mine every evening ( he's not very talented but likes it so much that i just can't ask him to stop :s ), while the pic of my beloved teachers lecturing me for "not putting everything i have into my work" buzzes in my mind ...

Because Byakuya is the greatest

Tue, 14 Aug 2007 20:00:27 GMT

Here is my third fan fiction, still in the Bleach universe, still behind the Lord of Cherry Blossom ... Will I write something else one day ?

Manga : Bleach
Author : Meiroh
Title : The Biggest
Rating : K
Disclaimer : No Kubo Tite character was hurt during the writing ...
Summary : It's hard to be the son of Kuchiki Taichou ...
Note : I know the house I describe should be more traditional, but since the furniture seems not to exist in the rooms we use to see, I had to add that to make the story ... ^^° I know I cheated a bit, please forgive me ...

And my beta reader for this one : artemisms ! thanks a lot !

He woke up among the stack of sheets and covers, feeling almost drowned in the shining white. He struggled to sit up in this too big bed. Blinking, he kept staring at the room around the huge bed. On the opposite corner, twice as large as the bed, was standing his dresser. There were waiting, he knew it, plenty of magnificent tailor-made kimonos, some he would wear once in his life, and then would be thrown away, because showing himself twice in the same clothes would mean they couldn't afford to buy other expensive ones, and what a pity for such a great family... So there was the big dresser...

Hearing steps in the corridor, he hurried to get up, crawling through the room to the dressing table. He had to climb on the chair to see himself in the mirror. But the piece of furniture was as big as the rest of them, somehow still too little to fit in the endless room.
He was struggling with his hair when the woman entered the bedchamber. "Young master, you should already be at the breakfast table! Hurry up please, or your father will be angry ..." She helped him with the hairstyle, and the complicated clothes, with the ease of fingers that have been practicing it for decades. He turned to look at her, waiting for approval. "Father is always angry, Misato-san." he whispered in a light sigh.

Without a word, the servant led him out of his room through the huge mansion. The dinner room was not that far from his place, in relation to the whole domain, but it always seemed as if he could lose himself in the many rooms, gardens and corridors. Everything was so big, too big. He didn't fit well here, even if he had been living here since his birth.

His parents looked at him briefly as he entered. He saluted them politely, and his mother greeted him back. But his father just frowned. "You're late."
He apologized, knowing he couldn't offer any excuse. Eating fast, but not hungrily, because the heir couldn't seem not fed enough - at ten years old, he knew his lesson perfectly - he looked at his father, expecting the noble not to let him finish his breakfast. And actually, he stood up, looked back down, and left. The young boy followed him quickly, knowing he was expected to.

While crossing the family's domain again, to their personal training area, he stared at his father's back. The noble was exactly as his house, so big and cold, impersonal and away from everything. He never saw nor heard the servants when they saluted them, he never looked at the empty huge rooms they were crossing by, he never cared about trivial matters such as his hairstyle, and though it was perfect, always far better than his own, even when he spent half an hour doing it. This giant before him, he felt as if he could never reach him. He was supposed to, because one day he would be the master, not the young any more. But how could he ever fit this too big mansion, this too great family? His father kept lecturing him about how the way he acted was wrong for his social rank, no matter what he did.

When they achieved the training area, without any introduction, his father asked him to show what he could do at kidou, already scowling, as if he knew his son would disappoint him. Again.
The boy tried to concentrate on the exercise he had been practicing for months now, but the feeling of his father judging him from behind, his father who was probably one of the strongest shinigami in Seireitei, made him lose his concentration a bit and he released too much reiatsu. The fire ball that ran to the target exploded, destroying the whole area instead of piercing precisely the target. His own attack was too big, how ironic.
His father sighed behind him. "I supposed it's still too early for you to master kidou." Then he just left the area. He had more important work to do as a Taichou than teaching his unskilled son, thought the young boy. Even knowing that not many kids could use kidou and fight as well as him, he felt humiliated. His father had mastered that basic attack before he turned nine. He was a genius, as a lot of that family, which was what made them the most powerful clan. Then again, they were too big, next to him. Deception was so evident in the words of the great man.

The only thing that great in the boy was his current need to cry. As he looked at his father's back one last time, pearls of tears came out. Suddenly he frowned deeply and scowled. No way he could let himself fall that bad!
The whole huge mansion seemed to wait for his reaction to mock his lack of power. The many servants he could see through the windows were probably also speaking about his inability to become a great master in this family of giants.
He turned to the training area. The targets were defying him, all in this perfect order, as if even they could fit this overawing clan better than him.
Feeling as if he couldn't bear it anymore, as if he was going to destroy everything if he couldn't master them, he raised his hand toward the first target. He would practice. Again and again, the whole day if necessary. When his father came back tonight, he would show him he could do it, no matter what. Show him he was worth being his son.

He would never cross the mansion in the shadow of the walls anymore, afraid of walking straight through the big places.
He would never curl up on the bottom of his bed anymore, afraid of how huge the night was.
He would never care about what the servants could say nor hear anymore, afraid of not being great enough even for them.
He would never let anyone see how he felt anymore, locking his weaknesses deep in his heart and composing a determined and stoic face while shoving his tears.
From now on, he would be the dignified heir of the Kuchiki clan, proud and noble as his father, and one day he would be as great as him.
One day he would be the biggest. Anywhere.

No one would look down on Kuchiki Byakuya anymore.

Totally crazy thought ^^°

Fri, 10 Aug 2007 15:07:16 GMT

Ahem ... i don't have any idea about how that script came into my mind, but i found myself writing about a totally nonsense fic, so take it for what it is ...
It's not even yaoi, but i've still try to make it at least seem IC ... as far as i could for such a thing ... ^^

Manga : Bleach
Title : Invasion
Warning : it's what can go out of my too much working brain... but it should be readable by a kid at any age ;-) !
Disclaimer : I've merciless used the fierce characters of Kubo Tite, and they already tried to kill me for that, so no need for you to do it too ^^° ( do NOT bite the author, and tomatoes are forbidden in the cherry blossom area )
Beta-reader : thanks a lot to artemisms !!!

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The sixth division captain walked his way through the corridor, showing his best stoic face to the subordinates who didn't even see him, their attention dragged by the little sinuous things in their hands. He frowned for the twentiest time this morning. That new attraction was becoming really annoying, since the shinigami seemed to forget they had work to do, day after day since those ... things came in the Seireitei.
And now they were everywhere, hanging on the clothes, on some walls, in every places they could invade, appearing faster than he could cut them. The officers hadn'ted react at first, thinking they were harmless, and sooo cute ( that had been Shunsui's line ) that to forbid them would be ridiculous.

And then no one could stop the invasion anymore. Even the best of his subordinates had fallen for the little things, and he couldn't look anywhere but at his own feet without seeing at least three of them.

He entered his office, feeling relieved. Here there would be none of these freaks; he had warned everyone that if they dared letting one ... filament enter his sanctuary, he would destroy all of them, and their owners, too. So it was clean.
His vice-captain was already there, strangely, apparently working. He greeted him briefly, then returned to the paperwork.
Not wanting to know what he was busy with, the noble nodded and reached his own desk.
But even while perusing the forms, the thought of those little intruders stayed in his mind. The most annoying thing was that the one responsible for all of this mess was himself.

Rukia had brought one of the things from the human world, so excited and passionate that he couldn’t just throw it away, as was his first reaction.
Instead, he had looked as uninterested and careless as always, so she had kept it.
And show it to her friends.
That was when the real issues had begun.
Because now, even the vice-captains cherished them, sometimes they were worse than the others, since they feared their captains less. So Matsumoto had re-arranged the Hitsugaya’s office with plenty of coloured, sinuous things, And Renji ...

Then he understood the quietness of the other man in the room.
Yes, Renji had fallen for the intruders, too, and in a shameful degree, as would be expected from his extroverted hot-blooded subordinate. His "precious creatures" were proudly hanging on ... his zanpakuto.
And right now, the usually loud shinigami was hiding behind a high pile of paperwork, that should have been done long ago, since he had been working so hard for quite awhile ...
But looking more carefully, The master of Senbonzakura could see some red, black and purple filaments falling under the desk, moving up quickly, then falling again as if they were trying to escape toward him ... and maybe he himself was becoming a bit paranoid.

"Renjii !!!" The stoic officer jumped from his desk, grabbing his zanpakuto without noticing it. But by the time he arrived at the other's desk, almost having to crawl though some boxes, stacks of papers, and other strange books that shouldn't have been there, the other had moved far enough to let his captain regain his coolness.
"Renji." There he was, giving the one he wanted to kill right now a chance to escape with his life. He didn't even know how; the red-headed always managed to lead him out of his anger when he was caught doing something really dangerous for anyone working under Byakuya's orders.
And there again, he fled quickly, avoiding his captain's eyes, taking his new creature with him.

Sitting again, he realized he had done it wrong, that time. He had let his vice-captain have the rest of the day to take care of his things, and his work wouldn't be done.
And his own either, if the crowd in the backyard didn't stop the noise. Trying to shut them up by glaring at them from his third-floor window, he saw Renji, proudly exhibiting his new "champion" to his friends, who apparently couldn't show their interest any other way than by shouting about how great it was.
Renji was recognized as the "master" of the things, because if Matsumoto had the most numerous collection, Renji worked on his to make them very special, and so he won every contest they made.

Giving up the paperwork for the day, the captain decided to go back home, feeling suddenly very tired. Since when had he begun to notice - and care – about this contest thing ?

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Reaching the huge Kuchiki Mansion, he avoided the household, knowing they would clumsily try to hide their own little freaks from him, and walked the long way to his room to not meet his sister's, which seemed to be their Headquarters in Seireitei.

Then, he carefully locked his door and moved to sit down abruptly on his bed. Yes, this whole thing was coming dangerously close to making him lose his nerves. The noble Kuchiki-taichou shouldn't care about the invasion, shouldn't feel as if the little things were viciously teasing him personally all day, and definitely shouldn't try to kill his vice captain because he was doing something other than his work, since he had always acted that way.

But it couldn't be helped. All day the idea was twirling in his mind, and the sight of the tortuous freaks the others exhibited made him want to cut everything.

He opened his bedside table. Lying in the dark, obstinately defying him, three little filaments were glowing. He grabbed them and glared at them the same way he did every evening.
But how, how did Renji fashion them to look like a helicopter or any other well-built form, while himself couldn't even make a straight pink and white boondoggle ?!!!

There was no way Kuchiki Byakuya would ever ask someone how to make it.
He would find out by himself. One day.

Maybe ...

Come to watch it (him ? ^^ )

Thu, 09 Aug 2007 15:28:35 GMT

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